I got up this morning and did something that I haven’t done in 5 months – got ready to attend a Sunday morning service.
20 minutes until it is time to leave.
I am going alone to a church that I don’t know. Even though I have attended church my whole life (even prenatally), I still feel anxious about going. I cannot even imagine how an unbeliever would feel walking in cold with no church experience.
What if they are so small that they don’t really want new people there?
Will I stick out like a sore thumb?
Will I be asked uncomfortable questions?
Will I say or do something stupid?
Will I be expected to return?
15 minutes now, unless I chicken out. Deep breath.