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Facade

May 22, 2008 · 23 Comments


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Why don’t I tell you of the tears that stain my pillow?

The hurts and fears that seem too big to share.

I don’t expect your help in carrying my pain.

Why invite you into my ongoing despair?
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If there were easy answers,

I would tell you of my need.

Then we could rejoice when I am fixed,

And everyone be happily relieved.
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When the brokenness endures with no end in sight,

It is asking too much of you to continually care.

When the only thing I have to share with you is pain,

I want you to be free of the burden I silently bear.
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And when you ask me how I am,

I will answer, “I’m fine, and how are you?.”

~

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I Have Become Like Broken Pottery

May 21, 2008 · 19 Comments

In a world of mega-church celebrity leaders, where status and strength are esteemed, there runs concurrently a steady stream of people walking away from the popular church culture. Rather than walking into an alternate realm of power and position, they walk into a desolate exile.

Many have found themselves on this journey not knowing if there is an ultimate purpose, often not even knowing if God is a part of this detour from the well-worn path of christendom.

We came from a world where we operated in our strengths. We were valued for what we had to offer - our gifts, talents, energy, vision - whatever we could contribute. Looking back on our participation, we gave it all and then some.

That is what the church needs, right? The movers and shakers, the visionary leaders, the mighty men and women of God who can accomplish His purposes, those with the anointing to build and plant.

When we operate in our strengths, we operate from a position of power. We are the ministers. We are the ones who give. Ministry is always focused downward. Sure I will let you pray for me, but it is not likely I will be vulnerable with you.

Perhaps the purpose of exile is to transform us into people who have been delivered of our own sufficiency to the point of realizing our weakness. Maybe we are being prepared to function in a way that ministry among the body is mutual so that we can also learn from and receive from the least among us.

In order to really be with the poor, the weak, and the marginalized, we must learn to walk alongside them, not distancing ourselves with the power of our strength. This doesn’t come easily or automatically for us. It may require an extended time of deprogramming from the values of the culture of empire.

After enough time in the desert, we come to the place where we are spent, we are needy. It may feel like we no longer have anything to offer. We are finally willing to receive from others rather than always being in the role of provider. Allowing ourselves to be known in our weakness is difficult and humbling.

Could it be that exile is necessary for our development in becoming incarnational?

“They are blessed who realize their spiritual poverty,
for the kingdom of heaven belongs to them.”

Matthew 5:3

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Prayers for a Friend

May 20, 2008 · No Comments

Ron at A Hopeful Heretic is going through a difficult time. I know that many of you can relate to the feeling of having the rug pulled out from under you, sometimes one more time than you feel you can bear. Perhaps our community of broken people could extend some love and prayers for Ron today.

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Missional Monday

May 19, 2008 · 3 Comments

We do not need, however, to live together in residential communities in order to orient our lives around God’s vision and purposes. However to move beyond functional atheism and become the people God intends us to be, we do need to foster a sense of shared spirituality and commitment. It is because of our conviction that we are called to reflect, albeit very inadequately, the image of our loving God and to model something of God’s shalom kingdom vision that we believe Christians need to become part of community.

To do mission work is no longer seen as wanting to provide for the spiritual and physical needs of others. Rather it is about learning to “love our neighbors as we do ourselves.” It is a recognition of the fact that we cannot share life with other members of God’s international family as God intended unless we are in loving relationships willing to enter into the life journeys of others—to share their pain and their sorrows, to celebrate their joys and their triumphs.

Christine Sine

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Sunday Revival

May 18, 2008 · 4 Comments

We are busy celebrating the highschool graduation of our second son. (Yes, I did this last year too.)

An important post by Jason Evans about the spiritual formation of children.

Larry Chouinard. If he writes it, I will read it.

Jordon on planting missional ministries:

“There is a bigger question that we don’t often address and that is the unspoken idea something has to support a salary (often of clergy) to be worthwhile. Until we figure out a way to fight our addiction to a paycheck from the church, the mission of many churches will be to provide employment for pastors. Are we courageous enough to take a risk knowing that it probably won’t pay off but because it is the right thing to do and do it in some of the poorest neighborhoods where they may be no pay off?”

Also from Jordan, The Church In An Age of Scarcity

Out of Ur about the dangers of ministry centered around a single personality aka senior pastor:

Finally, be willing to ask yourself and your church why there is an instinctual desire to elevate one pastor? Why do we put our leaders on a pedestal and then stand in horror, and sometimes amusement, when they fall? The younger generation of evangelicals seems willing to put this culture of church celebrities to death, and that may not be as unwholesome as it sounds.

Great thoughts from Kathy on community and truly seeing others

Jeff at Under the Grace posts about the tension of not fitting in the traditional church box in these posts.

Alan Knox addresses the issue in a humorous manner in A Cup o’ Joe. Oh wait, he’s talking about coffee, not church. ;)

Lots of other great posts about revival that I didn’t get linked earlier this week:

I mentioned last week that my girls gave me the latest James Blunt CD, so I’ve been rocking out :) in my minivan all week to lyrics like

Why don’t you give me some love
I’ve taken a shipload of drugs

Oops, I’ve been singing it wrong. Good thing I’m usually alone in my van.

Apparently my family doesn’t share my taste in music. As I demanded they listen tried to share the experience with them, here are their responses:

  • My boys: “It’s not country.” (What do they know, listening to drivel like, “All my exes live in Texas”?!)
  • My girls: “He’s so weird.” (Apparently James isn’t a teen idol.)
  • My husband: “Music to milk cows by.” (What the heck does that mean?!)

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Bless Me!

May 15, 2008 · 16 Comments

From my previous post, Healing Revival:

I wonder if the people of Myanmar and China will receive a special outpouring.

This video, Least of These, asks the same question. Click link to view.
Don’t miss watching this 2-minute video. (ht Bill Kinnon, Eric Blauer)

The American view of blessing is often self-indulgent and does not take into account the degree of suffering experienced by so many of the people whom God deeply loves.

The movie’s creator said this:

After having no words to express my emotions regarding the recent revival manifestations in America, I created this video as a prayer for the deceived and the suffering…and those of us who need to help them both. - LeeElla

Isaiah 58: 2, 6-7

2 For day after day they seek me out;
they seem eager to know my ways,
as if they were a nation that does what is right
and has not forsaken the commands of its God.
They ask me for just decisions
and seem eager for God to come near them.

6 “Is not this the kind of fasting I have chosen:
to loose the chains of injustice
and untie the cords of the yoke,
to set the oppressed free
and break every yoke?

7 Is it not to share your food with the hungry
and to provide the poor wanderer with shelter—
when you see the naked, to clothe him,
and not to turn away from your own flesh and blood?

What do you think? Where is their outpouring? When will we flock to stadiums begging God to bless them, to touch them, to heal them?

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You Are God’s Anointed

May 14, 2008 · 6 Comments

Today’s cartoon from Naked Pastor seemed especially appropriate in light of the discussion about the revival meetings in Florida.

Don’t let anyone tell you that you may not question the methodology, theology, or fruit of those who minister.

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Healing Revival

May 13, 2008 · 36 Comments

Charismatic friends and relatives have been sending me links to God TV which is nightly broadcasting the revival in Lakeland, Florida.

So what do I think?

It has been interesting processing my thoughts about charismatic culture, particularly the dynamics of revival meetings.

My first time in a charismatic church was almost 30 years ago at a “revival meeting.” The special speaker was literally a former circus performer and later discovered to be a charlatan. In spite of that, when I was in the healing line, Jesus met me there.

Since then, I have had a full range of charismatic experiences. There were several years that our church was involved in the renewal movement influenced by the Toronto blessing. We had, what seems like hundreds of meetings, both large and small, that were quite similar to the Lakeland meetings.

What do I miss? I miss corporate expectancy and openness to whatever the Spirit of God might do.

In that kind of a setting, there is almost always a mixture of emotionalism and supernatural ministry. It is not always possible to distinguish between what is real and what is hype.

This kind of manifestation is familiar to me, and I am not offended by its strangeness. Somewhere in the mixture, people encounter God, often in ways that are contrary to their sensibilities and preconceived ideas of experiencing Him.

As the hype of revival grows, so does the number of people hesitantly hopeful that God might touch their life, that He might hear their plea and have a cure for their need.

While the atmosphere of revival often builds faith, it also creates the notion that one must go to a special location to receive from God. Once there, people will do almost anything to be touched by the guest minister.

It is in this fertile soil of desperation that sincere people are ripe for being taken advantage of, for being abused, and for being led into false teaching. I am not going to address the motives of those who minister at these revivals. I would hope that most of them are sincere.

The charismatic, prophetic, and renewal movements are heavily influenced with false teaching from various other movements - Latter Rain, Dominionism, Kingdom Now, Restorationism, and the New Apostolic Reformation. While you might not be exposed to these teachings at special meetings, one should be aware that this is the background of the ministers who are involved.

Hopefully Rob McAlpine’s book, Post-Charismatic, will be a helpful corrective to the long history of aberrant teaching among charismatics.

My advice, stay wide open to the supernatural work of the Spirit and to the possibility of experiencing the power of God. He can move in ways completely outside our realm of understanding and control. However, be cautiously aware that the ministers themselves may not purely express the ministry of the Spirit.

In the meantime, I wonder what revival would look like apart from the package of church revival culture - special speakers, special meetings, special offerings. What does an outpouring look like in the streets without an audience? I wonder if the people of Myanmar and China will receive a special outpouring.

I am interested in your thoughts about this.

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Missional Monday

May 12, 2008 · 1 Comment

Mike Bishop writes

Sustainable means that we can continue on the path God has for us without having to rely on big organization, huge amounts of funding, or keeping up with the latest church trends. It means that we work without a lot of visibility, but will be able to minister right where people are hurting and in need of the good news of God’s kingdom. This is a Jesus-led underground movement. (Part 1)

We are not influential people in the wider Christian conversation, at least in terms of being authors or known speakers. Collectively, our faith communities do not amount to much on paper. ..So no…we don’t have all the answers. We aren’t qualified to prescribe a step-by-step plan for planting the next great emerging church or creating some world-changing organization. Ours has been a way of waiting, questions, pain, and even death. Not fun stuff. Not “host the next big innovative conference and sell a million books” kind of stuff, that’s for sure. (Part 2)

I believe where we go from here is to begin articulating for ourselves and the church that our lives have become unmanageable, that by ourselves we are powerless over the kingdom of ‘me’ and all of the cultural realities that kingdom has produced.

We can practice step one in a variety of ways - by continuing to nurture simple communities of faith that have a vision of God’s kingdom, through art, through being with the unwanted or ignored, through love rather than becoming another brand of entrepreneur. (Part 3)

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Sunday Revival

May 11, 2008 · 6 Comments

Happy Mother’s Day!

Maybe I’m cynical (yah think!), but it seems to me that Mother’s Day is the most guilt-ridden day of the year for mothers and for adult children.

Need a last minute gift idea for your mom?
Better than a new frying pan…

You probably wouldn’t believe me if I told you that I woke up to 4 inches of snow again yesterday. At least we weren’t snowed in this time.

A few links from this week…

Interesting post by Len about professional ministry

Great conversation on the topic of immodesty

Glenn shared Richard White’s dreams about community

Robbymac discusses the multi-faceted nature of the kingdom

Susan on “moving into the neighborhood”:

“Thought Experiment: what if more Christians moved in to the neighborhoods they currently are “writing checks” to, and when it came to “drive in” ministry they dressed up and drove out to the suburbs to mingle with wealthy unbelievers and share the Gospel with them?”

These two articles are on slow simmer in the crockpot of my brain:

Abmo started a meme this week about what a city taken for God might look like. I wanted to participate but didn’t get it done. However, I have a section of related books in my library that I would sell to the highest bidder.

  • Taking Our Cities For God - John Dawson
  • Primary Purpose - Ted Haggard
  • Informed Intercession - George Otis
  • Possessing the Gates - Cindy Jacobs
  • Breaking Strongholds in Your City - Peter Wagner
  • Commitment to Conquer - Bob Beckett

Let me know if you are interested. :)

Speaking of books, I thought of Brother Maynard when I picked up a book by Eugene Peterson and a book by Henry Nouwen for 10 cents each this week.

A final Mother’s Day moment…

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